Look. You could get it if you wanted. You put it on like a glove and flaunt it but really the animal inside hides for fear of exposure. It’s been tamed and chained. But you hit me in a way that makes me want to lay it down right. I’ve told you I loved only you from the start. But you don’t reciprocate so I bundle it up and let it break. The sadness needs nurturing and the heart needs mending. I see in you a place that’s safe where maybe I could start all over again but trust this I ain’t easy to handle. I’m deep and honest. I love to the core of you. I expect the best, the real, the loyal and the sacred. I give it all in return. All the rest is a journey to get to you. I’m swimming as fast as I can and you should be, too. I’ll cage the lioness and tame the beast but it’s getting more and more difficult. They need you. They want you. Please come quickly, my love. I ache to be with you.
Hay House, you never cease to amaze me!✝❤✝
My Divine Friend said the weather is mirroring the detoxification that is going on within ourselves and humanity at the moment. If it’s been rocky, you’re not alone. Hang in there. Trust the process, hold the vision. Oh, and dance. That too.
Lately I’ve been thinking that I’m alone
That nothing will ever change or get better
My hair is long and tangled around inside
Like my insides feel and outsides look
I’m surely stuck at that boy when 23
There are showdowns and fights in my head tonight
I’m looking the past into it’s face squarely
You must be true or get to movin’
I’ve had about as much as I can take
But then I recall it’s all about that doll at 23
So now that you know where my heart stands
I ask so kindly of you- how is your heart?
Where can I find you?❤
If I die today, know I loved you
Know I loved you yesterday
Who are you?
Why didn’t you visit me or answer my calls?
Were you ever concerned about me at all?
Would you ever accept my apology?
Did those messages come thru and did you record them?
Do you blame me for everything the way that I do you?
How can we fix this mess?
Why do you think you have had such a profound affect on me and my life?
Are you willing to answer these questions?
If not, why?
Do you think I still care about any of this?
You’ve moved on, why can’t I?
Do you cry like I do at night when I think about what might have been?
Do you know that in this life I have been two people?
I give and do you even know that I do?
Do you even see me? Feel me? Know me?